tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-156598862024-03-23T13:46:12.309-04:00.The life that is livedMy Blog?en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.comBlogger213125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-23214690767816706512012-07-05T21:43:00.003-04:002012-07-05T21:43:53.571-04:00There are very few things that matter in life.There are very few things that matter in life.<br />
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Sometimes it seems like it is hard to figure out what to do with life, what direction to go. Perhaps it is possible to make that easier by just stepping back and taking a look at life as a whole. Maybe that is hard for you to do on your own, but talking to someone who is older can change that around quickly.<br />
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When you hear someone talking about their ENTIRE existence, and how they know there may not be many years left for them, it can be a real eye opener. They went to school, got in some fights, got married, worked, had kids, retired, and are planning for the next few years, knowing death could come upon them, and more certainly those they love who are even older... it's just odd.<br />
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Life goes by too quickly to just float through it. Even a regular day contains the ability to change into something special. Don't waste them.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-5473226947741010072012-04-07T14:46:00.003-04:002012-04-07T14:54:44.192-04:00India Bound<span ><span style="font-size: 100%;">I can never quite remember what I type into here.</span></span><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">We fly out for India July 16th. No return tickets, estimated 1 year abroad. Awesome.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">Tiffany has planned pretty much the entire first month and a half. I did some, but she really deserves all the credit. We will then serve in Pune with a church we found through our current church Sanctuary Columbus Church.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">Keeping a blog at: ReroutedJourney.com</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">Currently I am sitting in Caribou Coffee, Where Tiffany works. She was supposed to work a 3 hour shift today and I was going to join and just do some work until she got off. She got a call this morning and said yes to coming in around 9. I came anyway and have been sitting here since 9:30am. It has been nice to have such focus for an extended time in a different environment though.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">I really hope this traveling thing can continue past 1 year though. I am looking at Thailand next. Ultimately thought it is wherever God leads us.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div><span ><span style="font-size: 100%;">It really is encouraging to see what life can be if you are not tied down to a job and a house. So many </span>possibilities. And of course with God, anything is possible.</span></div>en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-27214270150188006892011-11-18T00:07:00.002-05:002011-11-18T00:13:00.675-05:00Going OnOccupy Wall Street is still going on. Recently coordinated evictions on OWS camps was launched. Coordinated between 18 U.S. cities with involvement from DHS and FBI. Sad. People are still going strong though.<br /><br />I am very easily wrapped up in all of this. It was a great reminder this past weekend when we were staying in Marion (for Eric and Alysia's wedding) to hear pastor Ryan say that our economy is not the world's economy. To expand further, this nation is not our nation, this kingdom is not our kingdom.<br /><br />Really trying to seek out what I want to be doing in life, but I seem to be seeking all the places but the place that matter most.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-24338238015395017952011-10-17T00:25:00.002-04:002011-10-17T00:46:02.645-04:00The Revolution Is Here.The revolution I've always wanted is actually upon us. <a href="http://occupywallst.org/">Occupy Wall Street</a> has started what I believe to be a new cultural revolution. Something the United States has not seen since the 1960's. Though tempted to compare the two, I believe this new movement to be different in many ways. To be short, it is corporate greed at the root of it all.<br />
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Even now as I watch thousands of people live protesting in Times Square, it doesn't seem real. Watching it live, crazy. Earlier this year I watched the revolution in Egypt while I was at work. Me sitting across the world in a nice office, watching people in Egypt 'fight for their freedom'.<br />
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I sit here in confusion, though knowing the right things. These protests have a good world label slapped on them, at least in my view. But nations will come and go, and even if the country collapses tomorrow, God's Kingdom stands forever. I should obviously be investing in eternity.<br />
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Perhaps the two can come together for me, we will see.<br />
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God certainly has blessed though, my beautiful wife reading <span style="font-style: italic;">The Shack</span> and our curious little kitty sniffing the candle.<br />
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Here's to blogging more!en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-62096131411691141162011-04-22T11:01:00.002-04:002011-04-22T11:13:16.929-04:00Unexpected PostIt seems I never publish anything I write here any more, I think I deem it too personal.<br /><br />Well maybe this one will make it through. I am at home right now looking out a beautiful window to see the not so beautiful day as some might call it. But it is beautiful. I am 10 stories up facing west from a very nice and very tiny studio apartment. I have always dreamed of having my computer next to a window with a great view, and here I am. Funny thing is it too my lovely wife a lot of patience to get me to agree to rearranging the room.<br /><br />I get comfortable way too easily, I like things to stay the same... but only if I like them the way they are. Why try something new when this is working just fine right? Is this me? I wouldn't describe myself that way.<br /><br />We have made many many many MANY friends here in Chicago! This is due to God blessing us with such a fantastic church, <a href="http://destinationchurch.org/">Destination</a>. And though we know we are in God's will and he has provided so much support in those friends, I can't help but sometimes miss friends of old. Some of which I may not see for a long while... Jon.<br /><br />I still have not fully come to terms with his death here on Earth (side note: today is Earth Day). I feel like he is just somewhere else like he has been the past few years, and that I will seem him again soon. This line of thinking might not be too far off.<br /><br />So today is also Good Friday, and a market Holiday. Day off FTW! So I am doing some work on what I hope someday to be my self employment. Though I do think more lately God has a plan for me being at my current job (well I know he has a plan, but you know what I am saying).en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-19101825636879630322010-05-11T14:05:00.002-04:002010-05-11T14:15:38.931-04:00Listen UpTime certainly gets the best of you. It is now May. Tiffany and I have been engaged since November! We are getting married on July 30th. I am in the process of obtaining a job in Chicago. She is finishing one last class for her career here at IWU.<br /><br />I should be working on a few things right now, but I have no desire to. Freelancing has treated me wonderfully, it is very flexible.<br /><br />I am of course always looking for a new idea to execute, that hasn't changed. What has though is my commitment. Something I dislike greatly and desire to avoid any chance I get. I can no longer take great risks as well, tied in with this commitment. I am voluntarily shackling myself to a 9-5. I censored this post. I am getting married. Things I never thought I would do so soon.<br /><br />But I also never though of the trade off. I never thought of her. I did not think that Love like this existed. All the things I imagined my future wife to be are contentiously blown away. We share many passions, and love to debate those we don't. I am so thankful.<br /><br />But alas, I am tired. We stay up late and play internet checkers... She kicks my butt daily.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-51750807203097162662009-10-09T02:54:00.002-04:002009-10-09T03:08:01.847-04:00What a Crazy WorldAgain, it has been ages since I have posted something, or so it seems. I moved about a month a half ago to Marion, IN. Life here is fantastic. I live with Lee, Eric and Tom. People are always over and that rocks.<br /><br />Rereading through the posts, I did get that job at Camp Burton and was gone pretty much all Summer. Tiffany was too though, in Africa for 2 months. Wow that was hard and seems like so so long ago. It really has been quite a trip since she got back. She went to DC for a few days about 2 weeks after she got home, then back for a day, then I went camping the the Adirondacks in NY for a week. Her greatgrandpa died and we made it back just in time for me to shower for 5 min and head to the funeral. Thanks guys for driving all night to get me back home after climbing a mountain (literally).<br /><br />This is really all just reiteration for later place in time.<br /><br />Freelancing is going well for me, God has really blessed me. I had a interview the first weekday I was out here with a web design company. They gave me some contract work and I have been working with them since. Other jobs just keep coming randomly. The people I have been working with are very helpful to me and it really is just a huge blessing.<br /><br />I am saving up for this shiny rock to put on my girls finger... that might be fun to look at later. haha<br /><br />Honestly life is great and I am loving it. I need to figure out what to teach on Sunday for the jr. high at God's house though..<br /><br />Goodnight!en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-70891039413037183202009-05-13T03:46:00.001-04:002009-05-13T03:50:16.161-04:00Odd Nerdom.Changing my AIM screen name today for the first time since a bit before I started High School. that is about 7 years. Wow. It is quite odd how I can go through the buddy list and remember almost all of them and put a face to them. Oh well.<br /><br />So I don't understand Love at all by the way, it really can conquer all. I have much to learn about it.<br /><br />Also, chances of working at Camp Burton this year are looking good!<br /><br /><br />Praise God. With the Good. With the Bad.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-37976786903680519862009-05-02T05:39:00.004-04:002009-05-02T05:53:39.493-04:00Love DrivesWith an empty stomach, that is pretty mad at me for drinking redbull and eating plain tortilla chip crumbs, I sit here and write. Just came home from a mini LAN at Dan G's. Chris and I went late and played a few WC3 mods. The redbull was free, and the crumbs leftover.<br /><br />I am writing because I need to. I need to translate some thoughts into binary for current and later analysis or remembrance. I Love Tiffany Fox. I said it, and will say it again. I love her.<br /><br />I told her for the first time the other night in the oddest way. We were on the couch watching a little family guy, and during a commercial I said it with no thought of saying it. Unromantic, but I had to say it. We both felt it long before then, but that is when it was it was first officially said in full.<br /><br />I have seen her almost everyday since she has been home. It's been amazing. Sadly thought she has 2 weeks to get ready and leave for Africa. I would be lying if I told you I wasn't worried. I am. But I trust God that he has our best interests in mind. He certainly has proved that so far.<br /><br />Since God made her, I know he's in love with me. Super duper cheesy cliche line! It speaks volumes of truth.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I know.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-71755990883355169152009-04-20T04:10:00.005-04:002009-04-20T04:40:28.540-04:00Blissfully on the Edge; Eager to Jump.Let me tell you something. God is crazy. He certainly works in ways you would not imagine, and often when you are not expecting.<br /><br /><br />Yes Internets, I have met a girl.<br /><br />Her name is Tiffany. She is the most amazing girl I have ever met. I can honestly and truly say that.<br /><br />I visited her at IWU this weekend, and had one of the best weekends ever. We went to the park for while.. and she lost her keys. We looked everywhere for awhile, but eventually someone came to get us. She was embarrassed, but it was funny, and made it more memorable haha!<br /><br />We also went to Indianapolis Saturday night, saw her friend, got lost, had a intense conversation, walked around, neglected to pay for parking, came back, got tacos and had an over all amazing time.<br /><br />I am incredibly excited about what the future holds. You have no idea!<br /><br /><br />God please bless this relationship. Help us to draw closer to you, and to glorify you through all we do. Amen.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-30983734108071576542009-03-15T01:22:00.004-04:002009-03-15T02:15:41.145-04:00Were doing nothing at all.My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.<br /><br />Oh geeze. Dashboard Confessional. Can be quite depressing.<br /><br />So lets see... I graduated about 2.5 months ago, and I still have no job. I have been looking everywhere, and pretty much given up on the idea of using my degree right now in this job market. Time to keep looking Monday though.<br /><br />Random thought: I think photo journalism would be a sweet job.<br /><br />So last night I hung out with a friend and 2 other friends who happen to be engaged. I wont mention any names. My one friend left because she had other plans. So it was me and them again and that gets depressing. Being around people who have great relationships when you don't. I am happy for them, I honestly am. But I can only take so much of it haha. Someday though. Maybe.<br /><br />I have kinda been talking with a girl who I can tell is interested somewhat, but lives a few hours away. And it would be rather insane, but I just want to drive to her right now and throw caution to the wind. Just like a movie. Which is cool to an extent, but life is not a movie. I think I have trouble separating movie relationships from real life ones sometimes. Also, not being in the word as much this past week has allowed me to misplace all of my hope into her. That must change.<br /><br />So if you do read this, that is interesting. This is just me allowing my thoughts to be transformed into binary data. Pretty cool I guess.<br /><br />So I leave you with this for now:<br /><br />"<span class="huge">Character is doing the right thing when nobody's looking. There are too many people who think that the only thing that's right is to get by, and the only thing that's wrong is to get caught.</span>"<br /><span class="bodybold"> -<a href="http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/quotes/j/jcwatts106082.html">J. C. Watts</a><br /><br />"</span><span id="tniv29541" class="verse"><span class="verseNum"></span>Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters,</span><span id="tniv29542" class="verse"><span class="verseNum"> </span>since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving." -<a href="http://www.ebible.com/bible/TNIV/Colossians%203%3A23-24">Colossians 3:23-24</a><br /><br />Not sure why I am putting it here, but oh well. The first I am sure has a lot of variations, but read one of them while playing the new Empire Total War today. Great game. The second quote turned up in a search to find the first, how sweet.<br /><br />Edit: New layout!<br /></span>en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-38126102153946759042009-03-10T18:13:00.001-04:002009-03-10T18:13:43.683-04:00The grossest thing you'll see all day...Not often do I ask for support, but please give this a view and spread it!<br/><br/><a href='http://www.break.com/usercontent/2009/3/The-grossest-thing-you-ll-see-all-day-Again-682989.html'>read more</a> | <a href='http://digg.com/odd_stuff/The_grossest_thing_you_ll_see_all_day_2'>digg story</a>en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-1338214107236148552009-02-12T01:13:00.003-05:002009-02-12T01:20:53.096-05:00look at what we have here..Glad I started this blog, it is great to see how my thought process has changed over the years. Ya, that makes me sound old.<br /><br />Currently in life:<br />No Job - just a little random cash coming in here and there.<br />No School - I graduated fool.<br />No Life - ..that's not true.<br /><br />A lot of work with websites recently, tiring, but needed to be done. My passion for gaming has risen again to help kill productivity. Living in RL still not live, but hopefully soon.<br /><br />It will be interesting to see what life holds after this Summer. Certainly I pray I don't wander after, "The American Dream." At the rate were going, there may be no America for those dreams anyway.<br /><br />Sigh.. I'm hungry.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-91068858724666594482009-01-11T15:03:00.001-05:002009-01-11T15:03:20.587-05:00Cat Playing Piano - You Can't Watch Just Once.Call it animal cruelty if you like, but I don't think he minded that much. <br/><br/><a href='http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8EOY6F1cxc'>read more</a> | <a href='http://digg.com/odd_stuff/Cat_Playing_Piano_You_Can_t_Watch_Just_Once'>digg story</a>en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-12089592506953376782008-10-11T02:48:00.003-04:002008-10-11T02:54:46.140-04:00How Much For Freedom?How much will we take? Where is the breaking point? For me? For you?<br /><br />What has to go before we will wake up? For you?<br /><br />At what point do we give up trying to work through a broken system?<br /><br />Is freedom worth your life? What is then? Is anything?<br /><br />Do something. Anything.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-33783943839010072032008-07-28T04:07:00.003-04:002008-07-28T04:19:41.188-04:00My Empire of Dirt.<span style="font-style: italic;">"I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing thats real." -Johnny Cash - Hurt<br /><br /></span>Of course a cover, original done by Nine Inch Nails. I have to write to keep myself sane right now I guess. So many thoughts running through my head as I play this song over and over again.<br /><br />When you think you understand everything, it's time for you to be shown you don't. Sometimes I am so quick to jump to my own conclusions on what is right, or how something should be handled. I can never be wrong in my own eyes can I? I always find a way to justify something to myself.<br /><br />I greatly doubt my ability to change the world. What is the point? Where does God fit into it? I think I have it all figured out, what needs to happen, when, and why. I know best, right? Here comes life.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know, goes away in the end. And you could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt.</span>en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-9882690167371559532008-07-27T02:11:00.002-04:002008-07-27T02:21:17.990-04:00Keep on Sleeping My Generation...What is wrong with us? We are entertained far beyond what people years ago could have only imagined. We are masters in the art of escapism! We don't care because we have better things to do, they are more fun, and certainly more convenient.<br /><br />Our country is going downhill so fast, but we turn a blind eye, if we even notice it at all. Each day it seems there is some law, buried among a few hundred page bill, that takes another piece of our freedom from us. We are stuck in a war that will never end, and our money might as well be worth less than used toilet paper soon. Yet we yawn and take a nap.<br /><br />I have heard it said that our generation still has time to, "find its face." I am beginning to wonder if that person was high. When will we do something to shape the world, to stand up for what is right, to wake up to the real world around us? Do they have to start the draft and take away our internet?<br /><br /><br />Sleep on my generation, sleep on.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-25779806885768733482008-05-26T03:31:00.003-04:002008-05-26T03:59:03.790-04:00.my thoughts as pixelsIt has been many months since I have written in this, and I think I am currently writing more for myself rather than for others, but feel free read.<br /><br />Currently finished watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, it has spurred this late night venture into deep though and beyond. Along with that it, it has encouraged this writing, or transformation of thoughts into pixels if you will.<br /><br />First and foremost I would like to thank God for freedom and freewill, without it this post would not be possible. I have so much to learn, but more on that later, if I feel it is necessary.<br /><br />Second of all, the movie invoked a lot of thought about previous relationships. Thought of Rachelle, who just had her baby this past week (I still don't think I fully understand that). We had a deep and complicated relationship, but I wouldn't give up those memories for anything. I often miss the companionship we had though, it was really a blast.<br /><br />Also had many thoughts of Suzi. You would think that something so short would have forgotten or buried in the deepest parts of my mind by now. Crazy thing is I had a dream about her not too long ago and didn't realize it till the middle of that day and it was very strange to remember it out of no where like that. Along that very same line I just remembered that a few months ago there were a few nights in a row where I had dreams of her, very real dreams. I don't know if it really means anything, so I just pray for her.<br /><br />Why is it that I put Dashboard Confessional on when I write in this thing? How emo of me. Well I do know the reason this time, it's because I saw the title of a previous post entitled Hands Down, which just so happens to be what is playing now. The reason I listened to it last time had to do with a certain someone named Diana.<br /><br />Continuing with that topic I still want to visit her sometime soon. If nothing else she would be a great friend. Speaking of friends, people are getting back from school, and it is very exciting to have them around. It is also interesting not knowing how I feel about a certain one of them and not wanting to mess a great friendship up for something I am not even sure I would want in the first place. Girls seem to be the topic of this post, that is sad.<br /><br /><br />For future references, or for those who read this for fun, here are things going on in my life currently:<br /><br />Alex and I are looking to film the first Episode of Living In RL in about 2 weeks.<br />First moderator for LegitTorrents chosen this past week.<br />Alex graduates in a few weeks.<br />Lee's house should be on the market in a day.<br />Brain Bros EP should be done soon.<br />Hosted the first ever Wired show at Berean this past Friday.<br /><br /><br />Life is so full of uncertainties that sometimes I wish it would stay the same for awhile. Changes everywhere I turn, life so crazy. Thank God I can rely on him and the promises he has made.<br /><br /><br />God bless,<br />-Dustinen3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-16617749547546891472008-01-05T03:04:00.000-05:002008-01-05T03:09:11.734-05:00.BlessedHow blessed I am to have two eyes that can see to read this, two hands to type it, and two legs that have carried me around all day.<br /><br />How awesome it is to have life. I am a free man, and not because of the land in which I live. I am free because I have been forgiven by the blood of Jesus Christ.<br /><br />I. Am. Free.<br /><br />I. Am. Blessed.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-37868881855949244972007-11-13T00:49:00.000-05:002007-11-13T00:59:46.429-05:00.hands downThese are strange times they say; I say. What is this thing called life? How are we to live it? I know how, but its the process that can be strange and difficult to understand. Everything happens for a reason, and happens according to God's will. I believe this to the full extent. Understanding in the struggle, if it is even meant to be understood at this time.<br /><br />Why do I long for a female companion? Why? Why anything? Lost in thought.<br /><br /><br /><br />Another lonely Holiday season? Am I only doing this to myself?<br /><br />I can't wait for friends to get home from college.<br /><br />This moment is so depressing.<br /><br /><br />Stop freaking out, put your hand's down and lift your chin back up.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-90463435709409057322007-09-09T01:20:00.000-04:002007-09-09T01:32:53.712-04:00?what nowEveryone is gone for college... trying to find new people to hang out with. I can still have fun with new people, but as many people who are at college tell me, it's just not the same. Can it ever be?<br /><br />I guess not, which is kind of depressing, but that part of life I guess. At lease I can rest in the fact that most of my closest friends will be in Heaven with me. What a day that will be!<br /><br />I have a strong desire for my art to be known, for myself to be known. While I'm sure this is quite normal, it is also stray from what my strongest desire should be, to make Jesus known more than anything. I can do that through my art and if I do become famous (fat chance I know), but sometimes it is easy to let my desires get in the way.<br /><br />Here is some stuff I've done lately:<br /><br /><br /><object height="360" width="450"><param name="movie" value="http://backend.deviantart.com/embed/view.swf"><param name="flashvars" value="id=63494027"><embed src="http://backend.deviantart.com/embed/view.swf" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" flashvars="id=63494027" height="360" width="450"></embed></object><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/63494027/">.we are small</a> by ~<a class="u" href="http://jaguarman45.deviantart.com/">jaguarman45</a> on <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/">deviant</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/">ART</a><br /><br /><br /><object height="400" width="450"><param name="movie" value="http://backend.deviantart.com/embed/view.swf"><param name="flashvars" value="id=64026226"><embed src="http://backend.deviantart.com/embed/view.swf" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" flashvars="id=64026226" height="400" width="450"></embed></object><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/64026226/">.wooden flower</a> by ~<a class="u" href="http://jaguarman45.deviantart.com/">jaguarman45</a> on <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/">deviant</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/">ART</a><br /><br /><br /><object height="400" width="450"><param name="movie" value="http://backend.deviantart.com/embed/view.swf"><param name="flashvars" value="id=64090473"><embed src="http://backend.deviantart.com/embed/view.swf" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" flashvars="id=64090473" height="400" width="450"></embed></object><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/64090473/">.sing alone</a> by ~<a class="u" href="http://jaguarman45.deviantart.com/">jaguarman45</a> on <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/">deviant</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/">ART</a><br /><br /><br /><object height="693" width="450"><param name="movie" value="http://backend.deviantart.com/embed/view.swf"><param name="flashvars" value="id=64450661"><embed src="http://backend.deviantart.com/embed/view.swf" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" flashvars="id=64450661" height="693" width="450"></embed></object><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/64450661/">.Dinner Time</a> by ~<a class="u" href="http://jaguarman45.deviantart.com/">jaguarman45</a> on <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/">deviant</a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/">ART</a><br /><br /><br />I love people, they are beautiful, God knew what he was doing, in everything. Relationships, how people function, react. I love it, I love life. I am so happy to know that no matter what I am always accepted and forgiven by him.<br /><br />I'm really glad I can live for him and not be terrified for my life. What respect I have for those who fear for their lives and yet live out their lives for him every chance they get!<br /><br />I want to travel Europe by myself for awhile, with a camera. I know I can't afford it, but I some how could, it would be amazing.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-19238114341650178442007-08-14T00:42:00.000-04:002007-08-14T00:52:30.738-04:00And were back!A lot has happened since I last posted... I didn't die in Philly. It was amazing!<br /><br />Just got back from Canada, that too was incredible! I'm not sure I will post pictures from either of those trips, cause I don't think anyone really reads this!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.legittorrents.info">Legit Torrents</a> is doing great, and growing fast!<br /><br />Hopefully I will have a portfolio site done sometime soon so I can get more work.<br /><br />I use facebook a lot, so talk to me on there!<br /><br /><br />God bless,<br />-Dustinen3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-17439068938096685942007-06-23T08:02:00.000-04:002007-06-23T08:04:12.714-04:00Off to PhiladelphiaI am off to Philadelphia in a little bit. I will return next Sat(Cat)urday night the 30th.<br /><br />Please pray for everyone on the trip! I'm sure I will have something to write about when I get back.<br /><br /><br />God bless,<br />-Dustinen3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-57007253476565642802007-06-20T15:53:00.000-04:002007-06-20T15:56:10.094-04:00Legit Torrents Reaches 500 Legal Torrents!From <a href="http://legittorrents.info">LegitTorrents.info</a>:<br /><br /><blockquote>We have reached 500 legal torrents in our database! A huge thanks to everyone in the ever growing community. This would not be possible with out you. Keep up the good work, 600 is just around the corner!<br /><br />Digg it?<br /><a href="http://digg.com/tech_news/Legit_Torrents_Hits_500_Legal_Torrents" target="_blank">http://digg.com/tech_news/Legit_Torrents_Hits_500_Legal_Torrents</a></blockquote><a href="http://digg.com/tech_news/Legit_Torrents_Hits_500_Legal_Torrents" target="_blank"></a><br /><br />A great achievement for <a href="http://legittorrents.info">Legit Torrents</a>.<br /><br /><br />In other news, I am just working on a few websites while enjoying the summer. Some are for my interests, some for clients. Good stuff.<br /><br /><br />God bless,<br />-Dustinen3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15659886.post-1083144252992015922007-06-07T01:01:00.001-04:002007-06-07T01:10:55.539-04:00Crazy Days (And Stolen Work)Finals this week, it has been crazy. A lot of parties last weekend, and again this weekend, good stuff. Rachelle is going away, not fun, but pray for her. I will see her one last time before she goes, tomorrow night.<br /><br />In other news, <a href="http://www.freelegaltorrents.com/">someone</a> has stolen some work of mine. Not only do the operate on the same idea and software as <a href="http://www.LegitTorrents.info">Legit Torrents</a>, they also have many of the same images, images that I did not release to anyone. I have sent them an email through their forums saying this:<br /><br /><blockquote>You do not have my permission to use the current theme on your tracker. I ask that you please take it down immediately. You can contact me at en3r0.x@gmail.com if you are interested in purchasing it.<br /><br />Thanks,<br />-en3r0<br /><br />http://www.LegitTorrents.info</blockquote><br /><br /><br />We will see how or if they respond.en3r0http://www.blogger.com/profile/07007779397275218556noreply@blogger.com0