.hands down

These are strange times they say; I say. What is this thing called life? How are we to live it? I know how, but its the process that can be strange and difficult to understand. Everything happens for a reason, and happens according to God's will. I believe this to the full extent. Understanding in the struggle, if it is even meant to be understood at this time.

Why do I long for a female companion? Why? Why anything? Lost in thought.



Another lonely Holiday season? Am I only doing this to myself?

I can't wait for friends to get home from college.

This moment is so depressing.


Stop freaking out, put your hand's down and lift your chin back up.

?what now

Everyone is gone for college... trying to find new people to hang out with. I can still have fun with new people, but as many people who are at college tell me, it's just not the same. Can it ever be?

I guess not, which is kind of depressing, but that part of life I guess. At lease I can rest in the fact that most of my closest friends will be in Heaven with me. What a day that will be!

I have a strong desire for my art to be known, for myself to be known. While I'm sure this is quite normal, it is also stray from what my strongest desire should be, to make Jesus known more than anything. I can do that through my art and if I do become famous (fat chance I know), but sometimes it is easy to let my desires get in the way.

Here is some stuff I've done lately:



.we are small by ~jaguarman45 on deviantART



.wooden flower by ~jaguarman45 on deviantART



.sing alone by ~jaguarman45 on deviantART



.Dinner Time by ~jaguarman45 on deviantART


I love people, they are beautiful, God knew what he was doing, in everything. Relationships, how people function, react. I love it, I love life. I am so happy to know that no matter what I am always accepted and forgiven by him.

I'm really glad I can live for him and not be terrified for my life. What respect I have for those who fear for their lives and yet live out their lives for him every chance they get!

I want to travel Europe by myself for awhile, with a camera. I know I can't afford it, but I some how could, it would be amazing.

And were back!

A lot has happened since I last posted... I didn't die in Philly. It was amazing!

Just got back from Canada, that too was incredible! I'm not sure I will post pictures from either of those trips, cause I don't think anyone really reads this!

Legit Torrents is doing great, and growing fast!

Hopefully I will have a portfolio site done sometime soon so I can get more work.

I use facebook a lot, so talk to me on there!


God bless,
-Dustin

Off to Philadelphia

I am off to Philadelphia in a little bit. I will return next Sat(Cat)urday night the 30th.

Please pray for everyone on the trip! I'm sure I will have something to write about when I get back.


God bless,
-Dustin

Legit Torrents Reaches 500 Legal Torrents!

From LegitTorrents.info:

We have reached 500 legal torrents in our database! A huge thanks to everyone in the ever growing community. This would not be possible with out you. Keep up the good work, 600 is just around the corner!

Digg it?
http://digg.com/tech_news/Legit_Torrents_Hits_500_Legal_Torrents

A great achievement for Legit Torrents.


In other news, I am just working on a few websites while enjoying the summer. Some are for my interests, some for clients. Good stuff.


God bless,
-Dustin